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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 1:58 AM

Hello boobies . The day started heavily . I was having bad headache and a blocked nose . In addiction , i had a really bad slept yesterday . Therefore, my neck was not in a good condition as it kept cracking since morning . My eyes were bloody sleepy , eyebags and reddish . So nevertheless, i have to wear specs for the whole day . I went to school with my bloody minah face and emokia in the bus . AGAIN . And i even don't speak a word to ziella which we usually talked nonsensely .

& had maths for the first two periods and it was pretty awesome as the marks given for the previous test on the topic of " Congruency and similar triangles " , which i am abit slow in it , it was kind of a satisfactory for me . 14 out of 2o ( Good try tau eh! =P) And we had a retest on a same topic again due to the majority failure . & i guess i really did much much more better tha =D .

Chemistry was ......... . Okay i was like half dead in a class and my head still in a spinning condition. ( But i wonder why i still endured during maths lesson) But before hand , I would like to announce that , CME lessons on every tuesday will be swap to Chemistry lesson on Wed . So meaning , i will be having 3 periods of chemistry on tuesday , and CME on wed . BAhhh . Okay back to topic . So we had a new topic learnt , Acid . And there's many fucking things that need to memorize like crazy . After recess break , last period of chemistry . And we had test on pure and separating techniques . And i have no doubts about failing the paper cos i dozed off during the test . Weeeee .

English was okay . But i spent 1 hour of the english periods doing the 7 entries journal that have to hand up on thursday . Can you believe it ? i was like the first time being fucking hardworking on ENGLSH! I am now writing the 6th and i just left with the 7th and tadaaaaaa! :D Physic was supreme . I understood the topics excessively well and I can't wait to see full marks on the last test given just now , cheyy , confident .

Afterwhich , hang around with fazera sayang and syafinaz at the void deck . Story derry and I swear i enjoy it very much despite the little time spent with them , especially her . Cos i really miss her super nanny much . We sang and laughed together . I just can't forget where they left a stick to smoke and fazera was in a stingy mood and therefore , she took out something to mark on a cigg , so cute sia . xP I would like to end this post by jotting down some words for the dearest bestie .

Dear fazera,

I know you did not read my blog but if you pass this one day , i want you to know how much you really mean to me . Looking at you in tears and hearing you sobbing while you land your head over my shoulder, it really sadden me inside my heart . I know how much you miss your sister and i know you really love her . But , let me tell you , secondary school , won't last . Friends just come and go no matter how high you rank them . But truefriends will stay no matter how hard their time is . You are a strong girl , i must say that . Just don't let a friend like her , pull your esteem down . I just want let you to know that , i will be here , any time you need me . You can even give me a call or text me , there's no need me to spend time with you one day after school with you , then you will tell me what happened . It hurts me looking at you being down . Think about it okay , you still have me , you still have friends around . You lose nothing . It's her lost . I hope you're feeling okay in anywhere you are now . I love you .

With lots of loves ,
Sriwayuni .