♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.


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Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 5:41 AM



Meet Tong Juay . My laughing gas , my 9 years bestie . the best buddy who sat beside me in most subjects . He so fcuking shy . Lols . Okay today like so bored in school with the flu feeling of mine . My head still feeling heavy throughout the day . Sorry fazera baby if i can't be there for you during recess . Yknow it's sweet when you saw me being emokia while walking from the canteen to class alone , and you ran and catch me and hug me . I smiled gleefully . And thanks god , there's no chemistry today and me and the bestie Tongj camwhore. Even during History . Even when there's teacher . History it's because , too bored lah kan . Youknow me . xD



Guess who am i missing since yesterday. Sigh .
There's this particular person i miss badly .
But i know it's not going to work anyway . Well .
Sighing and sighing .

Okay , I heard wind news (khabar angin) that CCA will resume this friday . And i swear i miss my CCA so much . See how much weight i have gained due to no CCA . Hahaha. But if it kana resume also , i guess we will practise for National day that we gonna celebrate in school later on . But who cares , the most kana punish is them not the sec 3s lah kan . XD *Evil laugh* ahahas!
The picture below, + Jasmin and Pansap , it is the Sec 3 badge of Npcc , this year . Don't laugh at my face lah , I know it is super masai . Anyway , this was taken before NCO camp started . See how gabra my face is . The rest which looks happy2 also , trust me , they were also in a super worried condition at that point of time . Lols . But it pays off , everyone of us have achieved what we wanted . (:



Afterwhich i reached home as quickly as i could , as per normal . But today i walked with Joey and i somehow miss walking with Eleanor . Lols. I get myself one Chocolate peppermint Ice blended tho it didn't taste any mint in it . =.= 1.50 eh . Expensive youknow . Precious tau my money . xD Chat abit and dozed off . Yknow i set alarm and i was supposed to get up at 5.45 pm and i woke up at 7.30 pm . Haiyo . Ni lah orang besarkan pantat je tauk . :D

Okay lah , Getting busy with msn now .
Goodnight dearest (:




We go for heart and not for lust .
But is this the repay after i have given my trust ?
Is this what i get over my sincerity ? Thus i just need a new friend .
Just a friend regardless of gender but can be loyal .
Just one .