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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts. Love, me.   Music Playlist at MixPod.com |
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Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 1:07 AM
  That was me and joey . Joey was helping with my second art piece . So bad kan ? Why ? She , herself have yet to finish up her own art piece . In addition , she was just at the first assignment . She still have 2 pieces left to do which due next thursday because we will be starting canvas painting next week. Yet she still insist on helping me . But just abit la . Okay look at the second picture . That was my 100 percent hardwork and effort without any helps from friends . Okay maybe with some guides from Miss ong . And i just left with my last piece and tadaaa! So meaning , i have to do it at home nevertheless because i don't want to waste time doing nothing and rushing when it comes to thursday . I only enjoyed art on friday even though there's malay on that day . Although i had been looking foward for it , but cikgu was like abit moody on that day due to someone . And because of that , we did not learnt much in terms of studying . Besides, the first 4 periods i was really energetic . But it was all gone when it comes to recess. Suddenly , cramps started here and there . My appetite was also not very good . Maths lesson . I felt excessively weak and sleepy . My head spun . But i still tried my best to stay awake . psst . On friday i was supposed to hand in my malay composition via email . I talked about my Perak trip . Hehs. And , i was kind of pissed off when people started to ask me over at msn . How to send? How to send? One by one you know! Okay it is not that i don't want to help . But cikgu just explained in class sei . Urgh~ Today i spent the whole day rotting at home again due to the menstrual cramps . It was my first day actually yesterday . Argh, i hate it sei . I wonder why guys does not have any menses . Okay it's corny . I know it will be super impossible for it to happen . Blah . I hope i can make it tomorrow . I'm meeting idzzy darling for lunch and maybe we'll head off to shee sha ~ Weeee! =D I am effing hungry right now . Going to find some food. Takecare loves. Oh bytheway , yesterday , 17th July 09 , It was my 3rd month being single , anniversarry . Im glad that i have survive independantly and still encounting . And i know i don't need to be in any relationships for now . I have girlfriends(!) and friends around me and i appreciate that . afterall , relationships are just a temporary in life especially for our ages . Maybe , it's true what my teacher said , Teens life is for us to spend our time with friends and family . Why must we act like adults ? We don't need to rely only on one person that we declare that person as our bf/gf . We have other friends . Most prolly , they will have bf/gf and in the end if they have problems, they will cry , get depress and go to school with the pale looks on their face and affect their study . So why must we be in that situation ? We just being in the high risk of being the victim of the situation . Inginku hapus semua rasa mencengkam ini; But there's no one can understand that feeling of mine hiding inside my heart.  |