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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts. Love, me.   Music Playlist at MixPod.com |
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Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
 Today i didn't enjoy much in art lesson because it took an hour to clean everything in the art room . So that means , we have only an hour to do our work . The only thing i enjoyed about it was that , I am the first one who had finished the assignments given and the first one to start the canvas painting . But to sketch on the canvas is super troublesome . 1 f-ing hour also i can't manage to finish . HAHAH!Social studies , i could only bother first period . But come to the 2nd period , my eyes are getting heavier and heavier and yea, i fell asleep . Notes were not taken . English was okay . Ate panadol before malay class started , i feel much better now . I began to be hyper again . Today we were asked to make sandwich . So we were ordered to report to the canteen instead of the class . So me , dania , wani and amira , we did this sandwich . We put some tuna in the bread with a shape of filter paper (Petapis) . Abit like sushi . The surrounding was decorated with fruits and vegetables . The cucumber , was according to mathematical sign , 'x', '+' , '-' . We placed the fruits on top of the cabbage that was place at the side and it's kind of coolio . The center of the breads, we put this 'bird' that was created by dania . hahas, cute sia . I have yet to do situational writting for malay . God, im super duper lazy . I have no mood too . Ps: I feel like crying when you tring to avoid me at school . It's okay if you're in a bad mood . But when you met me in the toilet, you slam the door and walked off the toilet . Does it means something? Or a hatred? When i was in my class, i saw you smiling all the way by the window. I kept sighing and sighing . Why must it be this way ? I miss you badly . I just want to be with you . I hope we can be friends as said and promised by you and not enemy . Cos of that actions of yours, it just brings me negative thoughts. *Sobs* ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I don'twanna talk about it , It makes me wanna cry .. Everytime i pull out my emotions, I feel emptier inside. I don't know how to play like , I'm not in love with you . But i'll try . Eventhough i do still.. Miss you , just like the air that i breathe . I need you with me I'm not gonna lie ..I can't imagine my life without you but i supposed , i will survive . I'm not gonna play myself , everytime my cell rings , checking for your name. I promise that i'll never tell you how i feel when i know that you don't feel the same. Did you think you can hurt me so .. I just gonna let you go . everytime i find myself alone .. I miss you just like the air that i breathe I need you with me , Im not gonna lie . & i can't imagine my life without you but i suppose i will survive .. Don't try to explain , why your love change . Girl you really broke my heart this time . I won't let it take away my pride of who i have inside . Girl i sore between , everything . How could i feel nothing? I would have done anything if it were me, I could make you love me You're the one i need . But you still believe we could never be . With much loves, Suweee. |