♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.


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Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 2:25 AM


First and formost , I want to wish myself a
4 monthsarry to myself!
Still standing strong independantly ,
And i know i don't need any boyfriends to be there for me at this point of time .
I need to pay more attention to my life and what i want to achieve ^^ .

Cheeeeeeeyyy . (:

It's my teenagers life , i want to live my life to the
fullest with my dearest bestf and friends!

The last sentence was advised by Cikgu tau , hahaa , serious!

Oh , talking about friends , recently , i just met a new friend .
He is really a nice friend to me which i can't deny .
And i hope he can be loyal to me as teman also .
What more can i say ? I must say uh . If not later he will say what yknow,
"Letak gambar besar2! Tapi tulis pasal aku tak seberapa! "

(To all chinese , try and figure out yourself :P )
You know like those mat mat malaysia shouted when he
left his boxer over at the girlfriend's house . (?)
Laughout loud .

HAHAH!



Al-kisahh.. Ini lah dia! Razaaq!
Aka razak ms . Hahaa! Only we know uh , the rest no need know. :P
This guy abit popular uh cos he got many many
chicks(white and brown) around him .
But pity he until now still single and currently having difficulties to choose
one as his one and only girlfriend :P
Okay la , stop teasing him . Later habis uh me . Lols!


But looking at his 'angel' side , the day he officially step into my life ,
is the day i fought with fazera . And with his kind-hearted , he offered his ear
to listen to my never ending problem . How's sweet ? He is hilarious type of person that loves to make jokes . Yes he is ( :

& whatever it is , I hope you and the girl in your heart will be together ,
sooner or later . Just put in alot of faith that you can be together with her (:
xoxo .

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Anyway , today my day starts with a heart of full with guilty-ness because
I kind of made someone unhappy . Super cruel of me .
But everything went ok . Physical education was quite
boring today but it's funny. Many hilarious incidents happened this morning .
And i seriously wonder why i will be effing blur sotong while playing ball games .
Seriously ! Bingit yknow.


And yea , for the first time , this year , I did not have that much appetite to eat
during recess that morning . I only ate half of the plate . That was super wow to me . Lols!

History had test and i think it gonna be a succesful one cos i write very very very long with every points i had memorized . Ya laaa, i never pass before what . But the close passage , i did very well yknow . But the essay , the results still waiting . I hope Moreira can give it by tomorrow , hopefully .

Malay was okay okay uh . But it's sadden me to see my lovely teacher , cried .
I seriously understand how he felt . I think it was really unfair to a new teacher
like him and people just treated him like a stupid teacher . The temptation of slapping that whoever bloody teacher who has hurt him was very very high i tell you . Luckily my teacher never reveal his or her name . Super inconsiderate sia .

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Chop chop , end school . Me , eqa and joe had an extra class with Mdm annisa
for chemistry since our chemistry exams are coming this thursday .
Doubts cleared! All i need to do is to practise again the equations and done with revision! :D

Last but not least , I somehow feel grateful that i chose NPCC as my cca .
Firstly , i lose weight because of it . Hehs! :P
Secondly , i have my wonderful squadmates that
really concern and understand each other , very well . (:
xoxo .


*Yawn* Not sleepy meh ? Boring right my blog ? Ya la boring right right right ? Go sleep la , waste time only reading this girl's blog . Tsk . You don't want sleep , i want . Actually now supposed to be my napping time . Lol! Once i wake up , i will practise my chemistry , again.

Woohhoooo . :D
Okay la bye la~