♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 5:22 AM

Yo . You know what ? Currently , im drinking oreo peppermint ice blended! hehehe! weeee . Although there's many things on my mind , The task or assignment , i have to finish up , TEST AND TEST AND TEST . Like super alot like i can't think of anything else but school. If it's not about school , it gonne be about my cca . CCA also need me do this and that . wah , sian . I thought after CT2 , i will be having a nice at least a week break for myself . Like , at least la . But no ! Still having test and test and test and test ! BLAH!

And oh , talking about common test 2 kan , the marks i get for every subject is beyond my expected level. BEYOOOOOOOOOOOND . Especially for maths . Can you imagine , my first time for failing maths in secondary school level ? Common test lei hello . Not even EOY exams . I slapped myself sia like seriously . And even for history . I had a high self-esteem for it to get at least a pass or a good score . BUT NO! i failed by just a fewwwwww marks . Macam ape sei ? I seriously have to buck up man . I think i had been sleeping alot like pig in class. Tu lah , siang siang taknak prepare ! confident sangat kan . Amek kau .

Now i don't know which to make my first priority . Physic/maths test or the malay project . ahh. why things must be piled this way. I wonder how the students in a good school can manage their time properly like seriously . I bet they also have tuitions and this and that and this and that . Un like me . Though i do not have any tuitions , i still going around like a mad bitch pinching for times .

I planned to take up tuition classes specially for maths depending on my financial , starting this year , when school holiday starts . Hopefully . To do well in my N level next year, i think i must sacrifice all my hari raya money and spend it on paying the tuition fee . No pain no gain . I just don't want to trouble any of my parent . Still thinking twice on it .

Gossip whisperer stories have been going around the school , making me abit frustrated . I seriously find it very very lame . Even though people asked me to vote for their friends , i just couldn't be bothered . Seriously . I wonder why the owner of the blog is acting childishly especially at their ages . Super disgrace . I know you have a good intention . But you dont even think of what people say . Try put yourself in the person shoe and feel how they feel . Why must you going around and asked people to change ? Its their life , doesnt concern you also . Diri sendiri tak terjaga nak menjaga tepi kain orang . =.=

And , humairah talked about me in her blog . So as a repay , i shall blog about her too . And im sorry baby for not posting your picture! So , humairah has been a nice girl and friend to me. She's nice to talk to , which i can't deny about . She's another one who loves to manja manja with me and always make me occupy , everytime i chat with her . Seriously . Im glad to have you as my friend and i hope you will "hit" my advice regarding your problems you had . Love you (:

And , i have to continue and study on my physic for tomorrow .
Die .
Lots of love,
Suweeeeee.