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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 11:36 PM


Hello . (:
I've been rotting at home even the last weekend i had .
Did not studying much but i still did .
But last minutes , as usual .
Just let me talk about my point of view about this year Common test .


English is okay .
So weird because i could only understand the passage LAST MINUTE .
And it took 45 minutes of my time to understand it . =.=
But to be grateful , i think i have done my summary part pretty well , .
But not the questions part because i answered it using knowledge and tikam2 due to lack of understanding . In addition, by the time i wanted to change my answer , the invigilator said , PENS DOWN! ):


History was supreme!
I love the essay part . And i began to fall in love with the subject , seriously . Hah , k random uh . But i wrote alot for the essay part . Surprisingly , the source base questions were like ... !@#$$%!
Okay , i wrote blindly , I also don't know what i wrote . LOLS! Super exaggerate i tell you . Mintak kene buang pat tongsampah sia the answer . HAHA! :P


Maths macam siak tau .
Maths supposed to be today . I really felt sick yesterday night . Feverish and has a bad flu . I can't even look at the paper man , made me go gugugaga. Head spun(dizzy) laa. haha! Hence , i do not have a quick revision yesterday , I laid down all night . Plus my appetite wasn't good too . I cried at night due to the thousand of questions, " How am i going to take the exams tomorrow ? " , " Can i go to school tomorrow ? " , " Can i recover fast ? " , " How can i answer the questions tomorrow , 3 exams youknow!?" and so on and so forth. Yes, i did not do well for the paper today . I assure you , im going to fail this maths common test . And if i fail , It gonna be the first record of a maths failure in her secondary school life . So wow ? *sigh*

Thanks god , I pinched every of my free time in school today to have a glance at the notes . And also , yeah , Chem and physic . Surprisingly i can do chemistry among all of the exam papers today . Physic , okay okay uh . But i screwed at some of the question . Grrr . Bingit la . Why must i be sick during at this point of time ? :'(


Baru common test , EOY how ? :'(

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOWHOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOWH HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW ?


Nak nangis lagi , tak guna uh .
Nak menyesal namun nasi sudah menjadi bubur .
Nevermind , miracles MIGHT HAPPEN! :P


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& last but not least ,
I miss humairah .
But i miss razak the most!
Little sigh .

I am falling for someone that i knew it's very impossible .
Now im fighting over the feeling .
But the more i hate the feelings ,
the more im into it . It's driving me crazy.

Sigh , why life must be in this way ?
I tell myself each and everytime when im having problems ,
Hey sri , you can be on your own . Yes you can .
Stop yourself from loving anyone .
Fix yourself first before entering anyone's life .
But i simply can't run from the fact that i really into him .
I really can't .
:'(





Lots of love ,
suweeeee.