♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.


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Melly will always be remembered and will always be in my heart now and forever . :'(
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 1:24 AM



Hello ! I know i know I have been stepping over my own head for not updating . My blog is dying . Lol . But seriously , now i have been busy with my lovely cuz's engagement , my brother as the assitant photographer over at her crib , he has been editting hundreds of photos for days and nights . And i have been effing tired due to school and stuffs . I hardly touch my laptop as my brother is the one currently using the laptop at most time . I swear it does suck alot . I miss chatting about dirty stuffs with aza's and company . I miss chatting with my night gang ! As u can see , i mostly update my blog at night and i hate to update in a day time cos mostly at the day time , i can only elaborate about school and nothing much . But guess what , some things happened lately that i wish to talk about .


Firstly : Cuz's Ernie engagement.
I'm sorry to upload only a few . There's alot actually . But I don't have a time to edit . In addition , i have yet to receive from Kak wa's camera , Ernie's camera, Bro's camera :P So i can only afford to upload those . Sorry once again . And i love the cats . 2 months old but super active and very big (: They are siblings but sleep like couple . How sweets ?











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Secondly : I am really in cats now . (?)




Okay . So laterally , there's this cat which always "meeeeeeeooow.. meeeooowww" at my level , ON THE 9TH FLOOR . How genius ? So i bet it must be hungry . Hence i fed it food and gave it a bowl of water . Play with it . And on one night , after i fed it , i used the laptop . and my mom said , it kept pushing it's face at my gate and " meeeoooowww.. meeeeoooww". I guess cats are better than having relationship . Seriously . Oh , until yesterday . I heard my mom babbling about the cat which always find for me . She dislike it somehow cos she was really in a fear that the cat will pee or shitzxz at the area . So she told the whole neighbours in my corridor . And by the time i came out of the room , i saw my neighbour , pull it's skin and DRAG it to the lift . I swear i was in a pool of tears by then . I hate my neighbour for doing that . Untill now i still missing the cat which i named, melly . Hope you are doing fine melly . So quiet without you meow-ing for me . So lonely . :'(

School is okay . My canvas has 3/4 done and i'm pretty elated for it . And yeah , I'm now catching and stuggling on my study. Abit uh because i slept alot sia . But it's okay , still doing fine . Just abit of doubt clearance and chop chop finish my CT2! Yeahh~ Oh oh oh , Next year sec 4 already siaa . So f-ing fast . I wonder how can i survive next year which i hope , i can make it to Sec 5 . Siapa taknak diri sendiri berjaya kan ? =D Npcc is doing good . Still on stabilizing the Sec 1/2 and i hope we can bring something before we step down next year to the NPCC! ( :

Now im feeling more and more happy each day . Thinking about my girlfriends just made up my day , everyday . I keep myself occupied with school and friends . Hahaha!


Not to forget , the sweetest friend of mine (Filiana) and the partner has turned
2 months old!
may you both stay strong throughout good and bad times .
For phyl , do well in your 'O's!
God bless to the both of you (:

&
Welcome to the family , abang din!
May u last long with Kak ernie till marridge and if possible
untill the grandchildren generation and till the end ( :




With lots of love ,
Suweeeee(: