17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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Saturday, 26th September 2009 , 8.55 pm.



Sometimes just made me wonder , why i can't be happy like other teens .
Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why ?

I feel like laughing . But i have nothing to laugh about .
Cos life is just about game . If we lose, we will def laugh at the other opponent .

I feel like crying . Cos somehow i feel like life is kinda unfair for me .
Yes, unfair . I hate this .
I hate when things doesn't go on my way .

I feel like smiling . Cos i always tell myself to stand on my two own feets ,
and be strong when obstacle strike .
Being opstimic when problems occur .

I feel agitated . Cos i trusted that person so much .
Feel like slapping myself effing hard .
Very hard .

I feel lost whenever i'm down .
Having a mix feeling cos i'm falling in a trap of becoming a
victim of the situation which i know i shouldn't be .
This sucks alot . Alot .


*sobs*