♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 5:20 AM

YOOO . I've been doing extremely good recently . Of course , there are woe moments here and there . But I don't wish to talk about it. I don't find the benefit to think about it . Yes maybe it's hard to let it go , but by letting go doesn't mean we are weak , but it does show that , how strong we are to let it go , its hard to put alot of courage to let it go . Sometimes you see people trying to focus on the same bloody problem till makan diri or in english we said , thinking of it till we get emo . But the problem still there . So to me , it's better to let it go and be happy as per normal cos i believe in what Cikgu said , Teenager part of life , only come once and thats that . Then nevertheless , we have to go through adult life and that's the part where our brain will get stress frequently thinking about the problems that will keep piling and piling . So why must we waste teens life ? ( : In addition , it benefits us . Seriously , i received quite a good result for CT2 . Dont look at my science . I know i flunk alot at it . From 70 , drop 50 . ~

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Being single and opstimic also , we can also buy our own stuff and foods for the love ones,
such as , FAMILY♥!


Mine ♥


For the family ♥ , it may seem not that much .
But as our oldfolks say , the thought that counts from me to the family (:
My first time treating them with my own saving money . Lols!





Besides , we can spend 80 percent of our times to our friends! And let me tell you something straight from the bottom of my heart , being with my girlfriends , is the best feeling i ever had .




It happened on the saturday , the outing was planned by zarifah actually . She's having appointment over at Marina Square and asked me and Wani to accompany her . But the appointment was cancelled and we ended up watching G-force 3D . Suay suay the movie started at 3 pm and we had about 1 hour before the movie started . We walked abit and still had lots of times left . We decided to sit at the waiting table at the cinema . Took alots of crazy photo . Mind one of the picture , it's abit M18 . Pictures at HERE . The movie is effing boring i tell you . The only part we very 'jakon' about is the 3D figures and the songs . Hehehs!


Afterwhich we trained to Singapore General Hospital to visit wani's mom . The longer i looked at her mom's condition with wire everywhere, the more i can feel how hurt wani is feeling till now . Her mom still have not wake up . But thanks god , she's in a stable condition . May she wake up as soon as possible . Amin .

We had break fast and trained home nearly 9 pm . Overall , it was fun being with them . They made me laugh like there's no tomorrow . Lols.

I'm having Police knowledge course and this whatever course on tomorrow and thursday . Damn , i will have to wake up dead early and it will end like near to break fast . Luckily i have ironed my uniforms and polished my boots . Plus i am having menses currently . I will have to sacrifice my thirst and hunger just to respect the other malay squadmates . With the cramps feeling beneath my stomach and the back part , i bet i'm gonna have a tiring day for both wednesday and thursday . Hari raya just next week man . My mom till now keeps bugging me to clean up the whole house . Wah lao , i still have lots to study since my EOY examination is coming up in just 3-4 weeks , i still having doubts on which to make as the priority . Stress bo stress. I wonder how the N/O levels candidates could handle this situations .
Neverthelessly , I have to sleep early tonight , straight after Jihan .
I'm gonna miss chatting with Eko and Shanky tonight , sobs .


With lots of ♥,
Suweeeeeeeeee.