17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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[ Wednesday, 7th October 2009, 6:18 pm ]

I bring up my day with full of courage to open a new story everyday
knowing that no matter how hard my night is , the sun still rise.
Need more courage is equivalent on how much i need my friends .
The friends which i depend on for the past 10 months and still now present .
Upon the laughter and the nice things made all this while,
I was kept in a dark that there's unaware hatred between us .
Stop pretending that everything is okay when it's not .
What have i done wrong ? I never betrayed you guys .
I never be rude to you guys . I always trying to be enjoyable to you guys .
I never be hypocrite . I never lied . I never neglect my role as a friend . I never cheat .
I swear the feeling does hurt me alot .
I broke into tears .
I was too downcast .
I feel utterly betrayed .

What should i do ?
Please feel how i feel , pleading .
I don't have the courage and faith to move on .
I'm stuck . I feel very lonely moreover this thing just happened.
Tomorrow is the first day of EOY paper .
Can i do it ?

I just feel like giving up .
*sobs* .