17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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The night before , i was talking to ♥ till 3.30 am and i woke up today at 6.45 am just to bus

to woodland , just to meet her . She was to meet her father at airport in afternoon .

I was like .. omgg . just 3 more days left to be at home before going to the Bintan . I just want it to be well spent with ♥ and family..

More over.. ♥ is going to KL after my 3 days 2 nights Bintan Trip and in addition , she will be going to Genting straight after KL for 1 wk! So that will be 2 wks for nt meeting her! Neither otp and sms . I sob everytime I think about it . I've been staying strong which i hope i can for the next two weeks. Pray hard. Well, I doubt so . But nevertheless , i will still try .

Get done and over with .

As you realised, November is nearly end . And what have i done so far?

I've been rotting , shello, eat , sleep , shello, eat , sleep, rotting and that's it . I have not touch any of my N level art coursework . Love dilemma eh ? But i just can't live minutes without her uh . LOLS! But I know i musn't make it a habit uh . During 2 wks without her , I really must get started with school stuff uh , ESPECIALLY ART OI! I have not grabbedddd any ideaaa

for goodness sake. I've been very lazy and i ate alot . I bet I've gained weight , AGAIN .

How can i not be frustrated . During that 2 wks also , I must start to do workouts already uh .

I must get myself occupy mah .. with that only i will not let myself miss her or else i will cry and cry and cry again . Wah .

Currently I'm in a 'Project' fever . Cos i'm giving ♥ something on monday .

25th , on monday , ♥ is coming to my crib to help me pack Bintan stuff and she wants

to watch Syurga Cinta (Heaven love) ! And it's gonna be a last meeting before i gone . :(

The home made gift does really take alot of effort . Cos without effort , the result won't be a satisfactory one . But I don't think I have done my best for the first gift I have done .

But anyways , i hope she likes it .

Anyways . Today I met her and had a treated breakfast at macD! And guess what , it's EGG SAUSAGE MCMUFFIN! Wah , toe licking sia . No one knows right how love i have been craving for that ? It had been months you know! Afterwhich we were supposed to bus to old woodland to get clothes for the project but i had feelings that the price gonna be at $2.50 the minimum for 1m (?) . So we end up , hang out at normal place, thanks for the jacket baby . Bau macam baby! :P

Then to causeway for window shopping and baby sent me home at 1+ pm, reached at 3pm sharp!

Started work for monday thang . Meantime , I felt weak and sick . Since in the midst of window shopping with ♥ uh . I justrealised when ♥ took pictures of us together before i got into 168 , my lips were really pale . However , I really want to do the project mann! If there's energy pills eh eh ... haha! I took a nap after I have managed to finish 1/4 of it . Oh , I ordered KFC DELIVERY!! It's nearly 30 bucks sia .. See, I told you . I've been eating alot! And , I thought my energy would gain by then but too bad , I was still in the same condition .

Well , It's getting late now . I mean verrrrry . It's nearly 3am . I should be sleeping early in this condition .. Tomorrow going to Nenek Dong's house for some family issues . I swear I'm not looking forward for it . Brother not gonna tag along . Hence, i'm gonna be all by myself .
♥ 's pp8 is getting low . That explains that i can't even text her that much lor. DAMNNNNNN .

And besides, the project gonna be done in a hardcore manner man . I hope it can be done by Monday .