17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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[Friday, 6th November 2009, 3:45pm]

Heys .

I currently waiting for my mom for my late lunch meal . Hehs . And I'm heading to Ardilla's crib later to make some dessert for tomorrow class BBQ . That is so like finally lor . Too bad it's raining season these days . I hope tomorrow will be a good day for us to gather .

I'm so tired like fuck now . I just came back from NP training. Today sadly i have to wake up damn early just for the training. But okay la . Yesterday i had an early night . I slept at 9.30 pm .
See the picture above? That was taken yesterday while waiting for someone to get down for two bloody hours . Imagine if you have to wake up damn early and as early as 7 am and had ur pocket money paid for the ez card just to have the trip to PIONEER , and it turned out to be a waste trip ? You went there just to meet someone that you miss so much . I spent time with him just less than an hour and ...

Yeah i don't wish to elaborate . I headed back home drenchly . Imagine again if you're not familiar with the place and you feel lost . I were forced to make a thick face and asked around for some directions . But hell yeah , I managed to get home . But suay suay i met my 'ex' at bus stop 3 . Sigh . Afterwhich had a conferance with Xinyi and ardilla for tomorrow BBQ . Met xinyi at pasir ris and then ardilla at afgan to buy ingredients at night .

My whole day of yesterday was almost spent outdoor . Thats the reason i feel superbly tired . Till now . And i received msg from Pah that we will be having training for the Sec 2s for their ATC(Adventure Training Camp) . We had knots and leshing and they had to do 240 punishments . The rest of the NCOs joined in . So i joined uh , neverthelessly . Haiyoo .
I just need a massage at my neck . I'm having stiff neck and shoulder recently . It has been happening frequently lor . Had muscle ache sprayed also no use. It still terribly pain . ):

Oh , my new emerald lenses just caused my eyes turned bloody red . But it's okay now . But nonetheless, my mom ban me from using lenses from now onwards , for a week at least .
Psssssssssssssssssst . You know or not , i was like wondering and wondering and blabbering to myself , where is my mom?

I'm so damn hungry .
I have not eaten my lunch yet .
Sobs .