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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 7:11 AM


Hey . I miss blogging . But ofcos . I miss baby more uh . 3 days without her , i really felt different . I miss her laughter , her teases , her hugsandkisses, her frustrated voice (HAHA) , her smooches and many more uh . I can frankly said that i'm not puting 100 percent into all activites or the trip cos half of it , i kept thinking about her . Really! Look at this . I smelled her hoodies like everytime i saw it infront of my eyes. And while waiting for the flying fox thang , I even wrote and doodle her name on the sand . Wah .


So basically , the huts were okay la . Thumbs up . Nothing much to be expect what . Adventure camp mah . Thumb up is referring to the bed . and toilet on each huts . Quite a satisfactory uh . Overall , I did ofcos enjoyed myself although i did not grab the chance to complete some of the activies .

The food was okay despite for the fact that i saw a worm in my food for once. However , im still grateful that there's food . Even at bintan , it is too leisure that i ate alot and milo for every meal .
It's pathetic that i was served alot of milk contained drinks but there's no leisure toilet to shit . Shit . That clearly explain that i save all my food for 3 days in my big intestine . I felt like crying when everytime i wanted to shit , I just can't! Blergh.

First day :
Reached at 12pm ( 11am , sing ) , had lunch and proceed to allocated huts . I wasn't feeling that well . I felt weak and had a giddy . We had trekking and bonneting for the day . Trekking was tiring , seriously . I did halfway as i can't stand my giddiness and therefore, i came down and rest while waiting fr the rest to come down . Ate panadol which given by Miss Ponniah (Y) . Afterwhich , when i felt much better, we proceed to the bonneting . We have to jump down from different height we want from a ferry WHILE MOVING , to the net provided. But it's really enjoyable . Came back for dinner at 6 pm (7pm , sing) , we had free and easy afterwhich . Planned for campfire cheer and performance. Light off and i'm the first one to snort . :D

Second day :
Had CIP project to do . It was sumpah su-wearr fun! We had to do mosquitoes net on one of the village . Get done with it , chilled at on of this village , nice scenery . (Y) Camwhore and camwhore and camwhore . Wah . I tell you eh . Pictures are wayyyyyy more than 200 ! Perhaps it's about .. close to 400 ? Well , I will put the fb link beneath this post yea ! Fb is currently playing fire with me . I've been uploading all the pics yesterday and it has been failing! Darn.
Bus-ed back to Loola resort and had our lunch . My team proceed to the water Flying Fox . It was a damn nerve wrecking uh . I did climb up . But when i have reached the top , I cried . and i climbed back down . HAHA! The last one to jump down is Fatin and she took 45 mins to jump . So we all proceed to Kayaking . Double seated and i Kayak with zack . It was unexpected that i could complete the journey uh cos i always give reason to escape halfway . heeeh! :D Bathed and dinner . Had SATAYYYY! Few minutes later , had camp fire . It was pretty awesome . Mini party was perhaps great ! But too bad . I have to accompany zack to find his HP that dropped IN THE SEA . And luckily it was low tide . I mean , very low . In a midst of it , I have to nevertheless walked with barefooted as my slipper , broke halfway . Imagine if i stepped onto a crab or whatever sharp thang . In addition , there were tons of crab holes! Okay so after spending around half an hour there finding , I thought of joining the party , but i was told that there's only 10 mins laft prolly . Thus i went to the STAR GAZING AREA with aisyah and zack and camwhore ! The other NCOs and camwhore again! Lie down at Star gazing area and proceed to HO's hut and chit chat . Off to sleep! Lights off at 12am (1 am, sing ) . (Y)


Third day :
Breakfast as usual . We did rock climbing and yknow what .. I reached the TOP! :D Just 1 activity on that day . We went off at Loola at 10 am ( 11 am , sing ) and shopping! I bought myself a handbag and a hair band. Shoe and crackers for mum! Lots of balance left since there's not much time for shopping .. Anyway , i'm gonna miss this trip . This trip has teached me alot in terms of perserverance and confidence. Bonding is definately . I hope i can go through overseas trip again before or rather, next yr , I will be the first one to raise up my hand for it! Although it's not as awesome as Perak 2008 , but i still enjoyed myself ! Splendid Bintan . Goodbye Bintan x3


I'm meeting baby tomorrow at her crib for cookies making!
I will spending my whole day with her tomorrow .
Wah . It has been a week i never see her .
Sobs .

Kay, goodnight .

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