17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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Zarifah.

You are my top 1 person i miss! :D
I miss your jokes. I miss your hugs .
You are my laughing gas .
I miss having awesome outings with you , camwhore.
Gossips and laugh laugh laugh .
We have planned alot of things during our holiday .
Unfortunately , time doesn't allow us to meet perhaps .
But remember , i always remember you . You always missed by me .
Do well in your O next year! Takmo ingat pasal 'Kabadi' sangat eh . hee!


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Filiana (Phyl) .

We have not be meeting for months . You are my top 2
person whom i miss . You have been making empty promises .
After O level .. You promised. I been waiting for your calls and texts .
But nothing . Then I heard you are in relationship , and your gf is controlling you
over your hp or whatever thing . You busy with your band stuff .
I can't deny that i was really downcasted when i heard
it . We planned an outing to catch up some things.
We was quite close before .. We texted often and jokes about .
You teached me maths . Thankful for that . I really hope you can get back to me .
You always be in my prayer .


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Cuz Anza.

How i wish i can go out with you at least once in my holiday .
To have a splendid outing with you . We have planned many stuff too
during our holidays . I wonder if you remember . When you said that .. I'm a clingy
to you when we are close, when I wonder , I can count how many times i go out with you
in a year . I don't even text you everyday . We talked rarely at msn , I began to feel insecure
and acted like .. i feel nothing when the meeting is cancel due to your tight schedule . I really
understand that you are busy with work . But I don't see the initiative in you to make up
our outing as we cancelled in a midst of November . We planned again , that also , i was the one
who speak up . We planned on Monday , last week . But you didn't even text me . Do you know
who hurtful to me? Well . I know it's nothing to you . cos you know we somehow gonna have our
family gathering on 25th . But i just miss out splendid outing! I don't have the guts to speak all those to you cos as you said i am clingy . I felt insecure to talk about this to you . So i rather
wrapped it all in me and till this point that i am having a big heart to post to all people that i miss , in my blog , i rather talk all about my 1001 thoughts to the person i miss .
You will always be in my pray sayang .
All the best fr your N level results!
And you know i will always always love you .


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Tong Juay .

The guy which i have known for 9 years and still counting .
Dude, i miss your stupid jokes, i miss your horny jokes.
I miss singing for you in class . I miss the moment you chased me with
lizards and cockroaches . You are the best guy friend i ever had , you never rude
to me, apparently you are such a caring friend . ^^
All the best for our N level next year ! (:

We had many things before . I understand that you
are having so much things now moreover with your mom's condition .
By not msging you , doesn't mean i have forgotten you okae .
You always be in my prayer and you always in my mind whenever i go .
I miss sleeping with you in class . Playing tictactoe during maths lesson .
Horny jokes with you and the gang . Eat and many many things with you .
We had so much things together . I just can't wait for school reopen to do those with you and
the gang , again . I just miss the moment . Especially with you . Although we not as close
as before , i always have been treated you as my dearest sister , with or without care shown
all this while . Hope that your mother can recover soon .
All the best for N level next year !

DANIAAAA.

Ni kawan sexy aku . I miss having PepekNonokKonek talks with her.
Although i am not that real close to you , but i always treasure our friendship .
And you are easily missed by me . I can't wait for school reopen ,
I miss the moment spent with me and you and the rest .
All the best for our N level next year !

Joey.

I miss this chinese handsome girl . We love to talk alot about love and life .
We quarreled alot but i treasure this friendship so much . We rarely talk now .
I wonder why . Maybe you're busy . i rarely see you online .
Hope things are good there .. Hope to hear from you soon .
All the best for our N level next year!

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My babygirls, Ardilla and Atiqah .

You know , the best moment i spent with you all was during our malay class .
I myself wonder why , cos we made stupid jokes with Cikgu together .
I really miss that . All though we are not close too , but those moments are easily
missed . I hope we can interact more next year ,
all the best for our N level next year! ((:

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Liyana.

I miss having fun watching hindustan at your house and we made stupid videos!
However in out busy days , I really want it again . :(
Haha, hope we can have it again and and ,
all the best for your O next year ! (:

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3C!

I miss the great, sad, dissapointed, happy , funny , cry moments
with this class! All my classmates , they are awesome! Not to forget ,
Mrs Raj and Mdm Annisa , Double-u (w) said by Mrs Raj and the care and concern
by Mdm annisa . Her teaching is the best . I flung in my chemistry when she left . I remember
me , ardilla and eqa always find her for help whenever there were tests and exams. I miss singing in the class with all my classmates . I miss THEM! Gosh .
OH . I MISS MY FLORIS BIMBO ALSO ! Oh my daddy . Can 2010 start faster? NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR N LEVEL UH OF COS . BUT I WANT TO HAVE ALL THOSE MOMENTS AGAIN!

Sobs sobs .

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Till then ,
may peace be upon you .