♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 12:35 AM








23rd January 10 .
Feverish feeling and started to have flu . Certainly , it get worsen now .
Coughing not bad but my migrane and running nose are killing me .
That was a part of my reasons for not attending the HRC course .
Secondly , when i heard that HRC was around the corner and later Sharifah
with her fiery looks, tap my shoulder in the canteen and said to me , there's HRC
on this coming Saturday . I left my mouth wide open . I could feel my bottom jaw was dropping
without forces. My legs wobbled as i stared my friends blurly .
Well only god knows how scared i was.


I took medications and nap while waiting for my parents to get ready . Also for my brother
to reach . I planned to treat them seafood for dinner. It didn't turn so good initially but
as soon as the food arrived, i could sense some happiness in them as shown from their smiles.
They smiled gleefully . I thanked God numerous times as God has made me strong to face all
obstacles that happened a year ago .

I still laugh like crazy whenever after i looked at the photos when my mom
was trying to mimick my trademarks faces .
HAHHA!

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31st January 10 .






These two events clearly explained how awesome my weekends were.
It was drastically spent with my loves one . One word, awesome .
Sunday i woke up early as early as 11 am . I bathed and grabbed my creamy butterfly top
and white-striped 3 quater shorts . After I satisfied with my appearance , I bused to woodland .
Baby created a smile on my face by saying that I looked superbly beautiful . I was 'wow' . Haha!
Supposed to meet Syiqin at 2 but we changed plan to head to Fie's house and we studied bit . Fie's cooking was awesome . She made me appreciate fishes more . I bought Florida's Natural like finally . It still taste delicious . We stayed around till 4 pm and snapped countless of photographs. Those are just a bit . Lazy to post . Later we met Syiqin at causeway and gossip (?)

It was really sympathetic to face a person with the problematic looks . Luckily there's baby to pacify her. I felt blessed when she smiled. Since Syiqin wanted to meet her friend at Tampines,
We took the same bus and xoxo with baby . Baby left to catch her bus to be back home .
Syiqin told me that by meeting us on that day , something happened on that night
and she jumped with joy and excitement .
And also , she loves us .
Awwwwh . (:


That weekends were really amazing . I was on a cloud nine together with
baby and friends AND FAMILY!
I love my family .
I love my baby .
I love my friends .
& i love myself .
Thank God .