♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything.
Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me.
I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her.
Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions.
Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals.
I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams.
This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.
Hey babies . I currently waiting for my mom for food . I am damn hungry . So hungry . :/ I told her to buy for me , 2 boxes of tokoyaki (chicken hams ) , 1 chicken ramlee burger and hotdogs . Wah , my area is having food bazaar. How can i lose weight , you tell me ? So tempted .
School is , okay . Maths is doing so well . and so my art . (Y) I am not really stress now but i am having self-dissapointment. I began to be lazy again . I eat eat eat and sleep sleep sleep . I even decrease my time for self-study everyday , recently uh . I just had cca Sec 1 orientation and alot of things and devastated moments happened few days back . Although I .. I didn't go for the actual day , i still turned up for every trainings straight from tuesday to thursday last week and i swear i was damn tired . At the same time , I was angry .
History was okay . At least i understand a bit . I was on cloud nine when i saw my name on the screen , i am under Mr Danial class . (Y) He is so much better than my last year teacher . But hey . I thought his teaching is gonna be the same , but all those lessons proved me wrong . He teaches the same way as my last year teacher . How saddening . But it's okay . At least he made the effort to make the lessons interesting and understandable... I may understand bit but not all . I have to work on it . Is there still hope for humanities?
However , I will never give up . I can't always dream to get at least a B3 for humans . We are on earth now, time is real i have to work inorder to achieve it . And i musn't let anything destroy my goal . My goal is already there, if last year i could achieve top 25 percent , this year , to achieve top 10 percent , shouldn't be any problems . Not only to me , but to everyone . Let this post be an encouragement or motivation . :P Provided you stop the habit to become lazy and keep on trying . If all my sec 5s' and sec 4s' friends could do it , i personally don't find any reasons for us not to be able to do it . If there's a way , there's a will . From the start of 2010 , I have buried down this deep in my heart . Get into sec 5 with amazing points , make parents proud . (: Okay enough .
Anyways, my whole of next week is occupied with extra classes and remedials . My schedule is getting tighter now ..
I better get going . My food is here. Yayneessss!! maypeacebeuponyou .