♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.


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Happy to sad , to worse . I am having mix emotions .
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 4:14 AM


First day was awesome . i was so eager to go to school , seriously . Despite of the retardness , I managed to gain confidence against my new looks and the big sleeves uniform with my skirt kept
sliding downwards. I was in high spirit when i met my normal horny classmates , Joey , Dania , Wani , Weiqiang, Tongjuay . Sadly Chiachia wasn't there. I wonder where he has gone . I miss him already . Up till today he still doesn't turn up . Oh . Mrs Raj wasn't there too . :(( Besides meeting my friends , i was so eager to start new topics as well . I am glad that my all the teachers that i hate , change. Nice right? So that gain alot more confident to fight all the way to N level! Awesome , bloody awesome . (Y)

That clearly explains , i love school so much .
Hey . But CCA seriously piss me off recently .
I will edit this post again .
What i can only say is ..
I had a rough day since Tuesday till today and this will never end as long as i step down
from my bloody CCA . Thanks god i still standing strong after 3 years and still standing strong .
It getting into my nerve when i see everyone attitudes.

Today is an important day. You know i know , i shouldn't say .
But it's my first time not going out with someone when it's monthsary time .
No matter how busy i am .. i wish i could spend time with you .
But it's okay . I don't want to complain , neither to be sad .
This is life, people is getting busier .
You have your own life too , your friends .
I have to however , adapt to it .

Happy 16th birthday umaimah ((:
Im sorry for not being there with you on your birthday
But i will promise that i will be with you some day .
You know me . Tho i always the latest one to give present or wish ,
You are still in my mind without fail . And i will never forget your birthday .
May you have a great day with your loves one .
I love you~ :D