♥ Never keep holding on to what the past used to be, Because you will never be happy with what your future will be.
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17 and I love to explore everything.
Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me.
I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her.
Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions.
Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals.
I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams.
This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.
Okay let's start with a proper post . Literally , I have many things to talk about since it has been so long since i last updated . I have booked all of them in my mind but this time , I am gonna post all of it in one go . First and formost , of cos , Happy 2010 ((: A new year, a new book , new resolutions . In this 2009 , I have learnt alot and along the way , of cos there are tons of ups and downs that i faced . I feel grateful that i still standing strong facing those problems and also for the lil lil great moments with the loves ♥ . But i believe as what yusry always remind me .. In every path we take , there will be obstacles , we can run from fate . I think i am so much ready to face 2010 , a brand new year . All thanks for everyone who was there to motivate and guide me along every path i chose , who also made me to become a better person for future . Tap my shoulder hard again , 2010 gonna be a tough year , N level . A disaster year. I also learnt alot from baby . No use if we keep on whining and whining but nothing produce.It was one of my habits in 2009 . So i really want to change this year . See, i told you , I have learnt so much things from baby tau . She also taught me to be a hardworking girl in terms of housechores. Thats why i love her so much ♥
This is my resolution and hopes for this year .
○ To be a successful birthday planner for baby's birthday . ○Have a sweetest 16th birthday ever . ○Do well for N level , get to Sec 5 . ○ Work . ○ Great time management between study and relationship . ○ Stop being lazy , do housechores whenever i am free. ○ Help mom at all times . ○ I hope i can gain the habit of cooking . (Hopefully)
In terms of mental ,
○ Be more mature . ○Explore alot more about life . ○More socialise. ○Be strong to accept all obstacles. ○ Not get angry always . ○More independant . ○ Be happy always . ○ Be optimistic at all times .
In terms of relationship
○ Nothing much for relationship .. Stay strong in all moments . ○ Cherish baby and relationship . ♥
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Since 2010 is gonna be a tough year for me , I have to adapt to it by hook or by crook as i can't be the old me anymore . With the old me , I know i can't succeed . Every mistakes and problems i believe , it makes myself be more mature in life . Not to give up is a basic belief for everything we do . Life however has to move on . (:
Enough of my new year speech .
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On a different note, my 1st monthsary with baby is coming up . But baby was in a fear that we got something on since we already starting school .. She came my house on the 30th . She gave me a necklace. How sweet ?
Sometimes i wonder.. why i didn't meet her years ago ? We fought numerous times recently .. And i think back again .. She has been trying so hard to please my heart . But i took it for granted where i shouldn't . Upon this new year, I really want to change myself and make everything into a better situation. I want to be happy and everyone happy . Thanks baby for everything , I love you so much , kisses. Happy 1st monthsary ♥
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I have another great story . I had a bad birthday this year . I have told you kan ? Worse birthday i ever had . Zarifah was always there to be my listening ear .. always . And she said .. Don'tworry , i will give you something special at the end of this year.. well initially i thought she was just make up story to make me calm . But hey . I really received something from her! Kay i woke up at 1300 . I wanted to post something in my blog then i received a msg from zarifah to meet her at 1430 . Thus i post abit late , sorry .. Finally i get to eat ROJAK! The food that i have been wanting for weeks! I envy when everytime umaimah talked to me about ROJAK . I feel like bashing the laptop . HAHA, reallyyyy .
She gave me a CD with a birthday card . I have uploaded the video . This is it .
I feel so loved today . So much love . Thanks baby , zarifah and the rest . You guys had left me a great beginning of 2010 . I love you guys so much! ♥♥
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Okay , i am currently admiring my blog . What do you think ? Nice ? HEHE . I spent hours to find a new skin . Totally a new skin but not even one i fond of . Instead , after the clock had striked , 2300 , I made up my mind to just renovate this skin . It has been so long to have something like this . So nature-like . I like (Y) Okay , I better get going . Mummy has been calling for laundry! Till then ,