17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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Lepak marathon all started at 12.30 pm where i have to pay something and i trained to
Sengkang and met Ikah/ash and ash's sister, pipit .
We sat around and laugh and sat and laugh and camwhored . More pictures at
here . It just my first meet with them and i enjoyed myself so much . But sadly ash had to go
early and .. we separated by 6++ pm .



Guess what they were doing ? HAHAH! Busted eh aku :P

At 6++pm , took 161 and bused to woodland met ...
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HAHA, I MET IWANINA AND HER FRIENDS!
Omg , i never expected it gonna be so fun as i met , reena as well .
WHICH IS MY OWN EX SCHOOLMATE! omgg , and natrisya too!
She was there and i was abit shocked literally but i made more new friends upon them.
And camwhored again like super crazy la hor .
And it's sad to be the only one who melata .
They disturbed me like no one business tau . Kuangja .
Melata sampai nak bawak Peach tea bottle balek kau!
Nina da penat pon ketawe macam cacing beranak time tu . -.-


Reena , saya, nina and erica (:
Comel eh ? Haha, Ika, reena , nina , saya (:

Saya , trisya dan erica (:


Reena (:

Nina woots (:

Trisya (:

Erica (:

Got alot uh photos, A LOT (click here )
I was tremendously down with me and gf situation right now .
We just had so much problems these days . Too much therefore chose not to come to
school on friday . I had a very bad headache . I felt love afterwhich with my friends
telling me that they miss me in school and such . And also , a bunch of caring friends . They asked
me to come down and tried to cheer me up . I cant deny that till now i still down with it but
i just can't drag it on , i swear it takes gazilion courages to let bygones be bygones .
But also , i cant deny that upon the happiness and fun i had on sat , i still do miss my baby so much . My one and only . They asked me to move on and forget about you .
It takes an enormous step to move out your heart . I know i couldn't do .
Why ? I love you so much seh . I never love to break . I swear i feel like hugging you know .
I hope you're doing good in KL and i'll wait for you to come back , we will have a great
day on tuesday , god bless. I love you .

14th February ,

Happy Chinese New Year,
Happy Valentines day (:

I'm so shagged today and had difficulties to sleep the night before
that's why , my eyes were half opened during day time. Well , i felt lonely today as ..
i don't know . i envy my friends who have date . But i have to celebrate my valentines
with family . Well its not that bad if its with family . & it's not a big deal anyways .
I just hate the loneliness i had just now , it sucks .

I mentioned, it's not that bad if i celebrated it with my family right? Yeah . but it's bad to
have gathering to see your aunties fighting one another and it caused my other cousins
for not turning up . Me and my bitch , anza . We slept . Yes slept . Eh wait . before that we had a
double seats bicycle and thats the only thing which ticks me alot . I ate alot and i felt bloated .
Not ate alot but i drank alot . Went back at 6 an thought of going to ikahh/ash invitation to a
bbq pit at ecp . I was like wth when they were the one who asked me to join them but they hesitated to fetch me from changi . How bad .

& i still can't forget when ask texted me and asked me to delete her off from contacts .
I still wondering what have i done ? & she still owe me an explanation . Well now people happy ,
they just forget what they have done and don't care about other people feelings .
So unfair . I know we just had fun but i still dont get her .
SODEH TAU SAYA NYE LIFE.

But it's okay . not a really big deal but i'll stay patience,
tsk . Idk , just moodless these days . Everything gets irritating .
And that's too , my study .

I'm meeting joey tomorrow .
I better get some sleeps now .
Goodnights darlings.