17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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Oh first and for most , i received 100 bucks from my father .
Secondly , i passed my physic with flying bras .
Okay not flying la . At least a reasonable marks for ..
a person who got menses during that time . & i tell you uh , the
pain killed my energy and notes that i have noted in my mind .
Thirdly , I drastically feel the close bond in 4c . I like! I love my class . (:
Forthly , I won silver for Floorball team challenge .
I was so ... overwhelmed with the results and everything , my class just did their very
best . & the results were very awesome , really . I never expected to win 4a and 4d . Moreover when i heard , this year team challenge will be with Sec 5 . My heart skipped a beat and i was lack of self-confidence . I was moodless when i first stepped into the hall where the floorball held
with the atmosphere in it , it really kills my confidence of playing . I even let audrey took my place for first half round . Eileen the captain , announced that we will go against 4d . & i swear i felt like .... I don't know . Just too shock . Not ready initially . We called dania from netball and persuaded her to help us at least half of the first round . This had caused some misunderstanding of my class floorball and netball teams . but however , we would able to pull off our lackness in confidence . I replaced dania since she had to go for her match , I thanked her tremendously as if it's without her help , we would lost all rounds. Her readiness in everything just gained all my confidence to participate in every rounds . I admit i was violence and i shouted alot during , before and after game. I pushed and hit people's legs and stepped on people's legs and many many more . But still we won lor. The most memorable and funniest time was when i became the 'striker' for the final round , i accidentally fell on someone and landed on her leg and i managed to smack the ball in the goal . She is one of the Sec 5b's team. Wah lao . I dont know whether to cry or to laugh . Just so funny . But still we lost them lor. But we improved from Bronze to silver & I'm on seventh heaven .

Netball teams however did so much better than last year and they had Gold! I am happy for them (: Basketball ... sigh . I just find my teacher , unreasonable and very bias and veryyyyy idk . Just so cruel .

Anyways , the only thing i have been looking forward for this weekend is .. SUNDAY! I'm going to have fun with NINA BABY and AMIRA! I'm so not looking forward for tomorrow lor... wake up early and got competition . Sooo tired . Very shagged .

I think my art is very boring . Even myself don't see any excitement in it . But cher asked me to be independant . Yes i have been always be . But have you ever appreciate my creations ? NO! YOU EVEN FUCKING LOOK DOWN LOR! SIBEI . To be positive , I'm finishing it by this weekend too . I hope she could approve it agan .

& I miss my ex gf .
I still love her so much .
Fuck .