17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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I wonder, when can i smile like that , again?
I cried several times today , and a whole night yesterday .
My friends called me stupid , i know . But i just love her so much can ?

I could tell my friends who's deadly in love and when their love has torn them apart ,
to move on and get yourself distracted with school and friends . Don't be in a one sided love
as it really do hurt the party which is deadly in love . & the other party , don't .

I wonder and wonder why i'm still trying to win her heart when we officially over .
Those sweet lil memories and things given by her just left tears .
061209 is officially over .

& I wonder why one of my classmates has been behaving strangely recently .
My brother too . & a whole lot of npcc .
I feel so empty .
So insecure .

However , little little friends of mine still never fail to be there for me .
Ikah , ash lambert , nina , joey , tipah .
They're the bestest . They're the stool for me to stand up and move on .
Which i hope i can despite the miss and a whole lot of love in my heart just for her ,
despite the hardness, when she has moved on , perhaps , i must .

:'(