17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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I know it has been almost a week since i last updated .
My yesterdays were extremely tiring and time was badly managed too .
Too much things needed my attentions . I tried to stay focus . I am grateful that
the strengths given by God had brought me up to this day .

However , I personally feel devastated for not attending the four-years-once-camp .
On one hand, I have let my squadmates down for being irresponsible by not coming .
But in another hand , I was terribly sick . I could only afford rolling and tossing around
the navy blued bed . I received a text from one of them , and was announced a massive
number of assumptions. Well, in a first place , i didn't ask for sickness neither hoping for it .
It's my first time handling camp with you all , why must i escape from it ? Moreover , we had been through those stress feelings together before . Why must i escaped? Please think again . Later i asked my brother to handle them . I could not even utter words properly due to my tonsils and fever . It was really a killer . I was shocked by hearing those of what my brother
said . I was easily thrown by those words of .. " She didn't do much . " etc . Let me stated this that i came for every camp meetings and my asst.logistic partner wasn't there, always due to his
holiday trip . Well upon all this , you should never only depend on me since there's another logistic person . Nevertheless if you all said that i didn't do much work , why you all were looking for me ? Doesn't it makes sense? Well . I still wondering why you all were so inhuman . Yes, inhuman . I just hate my squadmates . I am very eager to step down ^^ .

I am literally catching time to do some preparations for tomorrow Np and other stuff .
Well though i just noted that i hate my squadmates, but dont get me wrong , i was just
attending for attendance wise . More specifically , cca points. hahah! Talking about tomorrow,
I'll be having staff sergeant test tomorrow . Wish me luck! Eventhough i have not started study for it . eheheheh!

I better get going .
Or before i left , i would like to share with you this video .







This is so funny la please!
HAHA!