17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Hi babies . I'm back . Firstly , sorry sorry for not updating much .
Well , i just had so much things in mind recently . I just had my .. Common test .
& Of cos i am halfly satisfied on it especially for my .. Social studies , the subject where i usually
obtained at least a pass on it . I just studied a wrong notes . tsk . But overall i did quite okay .
I think i have even improved my english . I will type my essay down later and tag me when you already read . Okay that's for studies. I was down with Common test fever and thus i never update much , so yeah (:

CCA? Sigh . I justt ..... don't know what to do say . my squadmates just don't understand me . I just don't feel at home whenever i'm with them . Just of a misunderstanding , they will start to blurt everything out from a-z . I mean , i have been observing them. Even one of my squadmates never come trainings or whatever , i never hear them , utter a word from them about him or her . But when it comes to me , i even heard that my friend overheard them talking negatively about me . I am unfairly treated you know .
i think SNCOs understand me better . Even the FOUs .
They console me whenever i was down on any trainings .
I never see any of my squadmates did that to me .
I mean like . I should receive those from my own squadmates . My SNCOs always said , speakup for yourself . I have . But it's true as what people says , be safe than sorry . All this while ,
I have never talk about my feelings up to the day we had camp and i just can't accept the way they labelled me , I began to lose respect to them . But by making the fire burning wasn't and never be my intentions . Even when the SNCOs and FOUs pointed out their mistakes , they still blame me . They just don't understand me . Just don't . People could just said . ala , you 4 years already mah with themmm . Just talk to themm laaa. you must be brave for the rights . and , alaaaa. another 1 or 2 months , you stepping down already mahhh , just be patience laaa.
I mean like , BE IN MY SHOES, THEY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND .
I feel like crying while blogging about this .
While who cares anyways .
Sobs .


I miss ... ... K read eh . I miss this people . Read .

• Zarifah .

I miss talking crap with you baby .
n/o level sumpah sucks man .

• ikah/ash

i miss hanging out with them .
I miss talking to them .
I miss calling ash, dada .

Just because of a friend . I lost ash .
And because of ash , i lost ikah.
And that friend still got a cheek to ask her friend to sms me .
And that friend's friend still got a cheek to label me whenever and whatever she wanted
when she didn't know the truth .

Does they even realise that i just lost my two friends ?
Even when ikahh still want to talk to me .
But when ash told me to stop contacting with them ,
i reluctant .
Fucking inhuman .

• Baby kaszt .

Where have you gone baby ?
I know i can only go to the extend where by i could only miss you
and that's that . Now that probably you're okay with girlfriend , doesn't mean that you
could dump me aside . This is very dissapointing .
I reread all messages sent by you since the day we got to know each other ...
they just left me with tears . But nevertheless, I hope you're happy with your current life now .
Should you need anyone to be there for you , you know i will never leave you (;
Nata(;

Tsk . But recently , this bunch of awesome friends will never fail to make me smile
whenever i'm with them . Nina, reena, erica baby , elfie, fiqah , chomel ,zac.
Whenever i have free times , they are the one whom i always meet .
I sings my heart out with them , xoxo and stuff . They just ... gerek .
& i swear i love them to the maximum core .

As promised , here's my essay .
I think i like my essay . Though i did not have a high marks .
But still i like it . HAHAHAH! K diam sri . (;
tag me ouh ouh (;

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Topic : Suggest some ways in which parents can spend time together with their children .

Quality time spent between parents and children are extremely important .
Along the way, the children may learn certain aspects in life and receive certain values by their parents. This also benefit their children to become a better person in future . We could see percentage of families scattered all over in Singapore , increases . For instance, the parents get divorce or their children get sent to a welfare homes . This is because their parents are too busy working and when the children get bored easily , they would intend to do negative crime actions such as smoking , shop-lifting and the most common crime teenagers have been doing currently , running away from home . Hence , communication is a need for every family .

They are some ways in which parents can spend time together with their children which is , to avoid working in long hours . As the children are growing , this is the time which they always need extra attention not only in moral values but attention for physical actions such as house chores especially for teenage girls , exercise or even by doing voluuntering work in our society will definitely give impact to their children . This is to ensure that their children will occupy their free times with effective works . In addition, the activities will not only benefit the children however they will feel loved and thus they will be comfortable to share their problems with their parents knowing that they will always be there for them .

Secondly , the parents may bring the children out of our local country to have holiday so that they will gain more experience from other cultures and religions of different countries . The best time for a family to have a holiday is during school holidays, probably for a week or two . Education is important but the children must not always get busy with school . They must also take a break on every semester breaks to spend time with family .

Last but not least , if both parents and children are extremely busy , once in a while
time the parents shall organize a mini picnic or just a simple dinner gathering with their children to interact with one another . It may not be an outing or activities which have lessons taught as i foremention above but little thoughts that count . The children will certainly appreciate the efforts and times given by their parents . Also , the children will still feel loved and cared .

Hence, in every family must have loves and tender given by one another . It only
requires sacrifices. However , it is better to give than to receive. Better be safe than sorry. Yes, money is emphatically important especially during the economic downturn that has been happening in our country now a days but could money buy love for a family ? I would say no . Therefore, to have a strong bond between a family , quality times are definitely important .

End (:

I should post this 3 days ago .
But i keep delaying .
heeeeeeee.
Bye!