17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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I was in Silence doesn't mean I lazy to entertain or antisocial .
I was occupied with ... this fucking one thing . Sighhhhhhhhhh .
I did not utter much . But deep inside my heart ,
i was hoping that ......... Urgh nevermind . I was just expected too much .
& my mind was full with ... money money money . I fucking need it .
I mean , if you have owned , like hello be responsible la please.
When it's wrongly transfered or whatever , you dare to maki maki
and like kind of wash hand ?

If it is my own money, with my own pain making it , I don't mind losing it .
Or give it . I won't be as chaotic as what it seems now . But it's from my mom
whom gave me upon her hardworks , hoping to see me in a good outfit again .
Well , tho i'm not from a rich family and live in a way that .. always have problems
over money , i still like .. find my own money and save my everyday-pocket-money
to pay my handphone bills , try to pay half of my tuition fee , all by my own . My mom
was down with fever and flu past days ago and i had a heart of bringing her to the doctor
despite of she wanted me to find new clothes.. I'm grateful on whatever i have now .

But it's from my mother seiii . I already felt the disappointment if one day she finds out .
Goddddddddddddddddddd . I'm in a verge of crying . It is such a .. wah lao idk uh .

Secondly , I am having , body aches . Like badly . i just ate panadol . And know what ,
i think im having slight fever . I was shivering while i was in the bus near 11 pm , when i
was back from tuition . my eyes were as reddish as the oozing blood . HAHAH! k mereps.
yea but just because i forgotten to bring along my eye drop , my eyes were so dry that
the pain was unbearable . Luckily there's no NPCC tomorrow , i can do my art for more
longer hours tomorrow , then go home , sleep ! Yaynesssssss.

3rdly , Im meeting cousin and Nenek on saturday . I AM VERRRRYYY LOOKING
FORWARD FOR IT OK! i miss my nenek . Long time never meet her .
Sunday ........ mondayyyy ....... tuesdayyyyyy . wa lao .
Super happy la ok for it ? (((:

4thly , I hate the loneliness i feel like now ?
I feel like hugging someone .
I felt like hugging someone just now .
Too bad i don't .
Sobs .

Da kepala da pening gile .
Nak tidu .
Selamat malam sayangs(:
Bye!