17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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I slept at 4 am . I just had the same problem over and over again .
I thought i could move on , but yknow what , i can't .
Sometimes i hate myself from being weak .
I have told myself numerous times that , be strong be strong .

Yknow i tried to occupy myself with Nlevel .
Many ways i thought to forget bout you .
Even at a last resort , i can't .
I hate that feelings.

Till at one point i couldnt take it ,
Even at a childish thought to kill myself .
I tried to open up my wings .
I told my brother everything .
It was at two and everyone has asleep .
Even if there is smeone , sometimes it's hurtful
cos no one could understand me .

I thought my brother could not bother.
But yesterday proved everything wrong .
My brother tried every ways to advice me up ,

his texts fill me up .
His strength just made me feel stronger.