17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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Err, hi :D

Holiday is coming to an end . And trust me , i roughly only studied 20% of all
subjects . I have been lazing around and eat and eat eat . I eat a lot , really .
I just had a picnic with a bunch of loves . Laugh and being happy everyday without
even have a single pinch of worriness for N level .

All i know is , i have been counting down to my birthday which is in a solid two weeks time.
And i wonder who will care for my birthday cos i know i'm the one who has been over-reacting .
Hahahaa! K da .

And babe , 17.6 just passed which known as , my 2nd monthsary being single . And now i
am glad that with friends , they are my support , my courage and my everything. They are my laughter , tears , shoulder to lean on . They never fail to be there always for me .
They fixed my heart therefore i don't need any gf now .
I have become stronger up to today due to them .
I have become wiser because of them .
I have learnt alot from them .
They are my source of happiness.
They have completed me . Yes they .
And thus , i love them .

Thanks for everything . For the support .

Tomorrow i'll be having social studies class . Ow shiok! :D

And on a lighter note , girl , I hope my dissapearance has made you happy with your gf . Less stress . Less whatever thing . I just want the best for you , thanks for letting me to love you . It has been a greatest memory ever and you mean alot to me . But i knw , this is what you want , you want me to do whatever so that i could be happy . Well , now i am being dependant with friends . I can't love anyone accept you . Cos you were my world that just had been stolen by another party . But anyways , dont worry , I still have my friends and i am happy with them . And as you know , i am not giving up on ya but i am just tired . Tired of getting yourself stress about me . Tired of winning your heart cos i know the same thing just remain . And as what i told others , by this age , i should have known how to prioritise my things . I should have known which is more important . Other things require my attentions too . I still have my own future to look for .

I should not be weak anymore .
By now i should be almost at the verge of winning the battle of getting over you .
Peace .

And , dry cough is being irritating tho .
I can't sing and i talk like a man .
Suckish .
To add on , Happy belated 48th birthday mom and , R.I.P
my dearest grandpa .


&I really have to mug through this coming last week of holidayyyyyy .