17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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Sometimes , i miss the hugs given by my , real lover.
You can easily feel the difference when you hugs and kisses from friends and a lover.
Personally , i feel that , hugs and kisses to friends , is just a happy and blaze feelings
you can get anywhere and everywhere . Certain people xoxo (hugs and kisses) when they
first meet up and that's that . Another portion of people , they hugs and kisses when they're bored or as and how they like . We just feel like it . But we don't love that person as a lover neither they love us like one . Eitherway , if it is then it's called, one sided love . However if you were to ask me , xoxo to a lover , it definitely mean something big . You could feel the passion and you feel loved too . When both party is in love , those sparks , believe me it can be feel through hugs and kisses and there comes , security . Where you let your tense go and ... you will feel like you're on seventh heaven . Correct me if i'm wrong . Come'on , dont you guys smile calmly after every long xoxo given by your partner? That's so natural right ? You could even differentiate the calmness you feel when you're smiling after xoxo wth a lover , than casual smiles .

That's what i'm literally feeling now . I do not sound desperate, do i ? I'm just miss the feelings .
Of cos i would be blessed if im attached and i can do that whenever i like to my girlf . But eitherways, i don't feel sad too now . I just MISS.
Yea, dont get it wrong .
And if you think im a desperate , you may f off. Cos im not .
Okay i sounded like i was doing an expo essay except the last part which sound so .. Vulgar.
Hehehehhee! Anyway .


In my opoinion , i feel that today's like .. so short like that . I kept thinking thinking about it .
And despite today , i had 2 hours of , english , physics , maths respectively , i still felt that ,
" eh , it's just 12 plus plus now ! " When it was at 3.30 pm =.= But today school is quiet fun and i was quiet focus , really . And guys are guys after all . The incident happened in class just now ,
was so terrible that it's unforgettable . I swear :/