17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

Love, me.



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I'm finally 16 and i had nothing much on my birthday this year.

To be positive , I had the chance to be with my friends , dearest on my day .

&I'm grateful for that .

Thanks for everything .

Right now i'm pinching bit of my time to blog as i've been craving for it . heh .

School has been really tough . Coursework , study , coursework , study .

And time just so much limited these days . Due to that , my backbone has a frequent pain

and i have to eat the medicines given . Moreover the medicines caused drowsiness.

&I just fighting over the battle for energy as well as time .

I really feel weak these days and i'm spending my left over energy to whatever

i can manage and all strictly for school .

At my own time , i do feel the miss of being loved and spend every of my

own time with someone i really love . I just miss that . However I remember ,

i did told my friends who are having problems with their love ones that ,

When we choose to owe the rose , we can't get rid of their thorns .

Life is not about a bed full of roses anyways .

So , yea , i learnt my mistakes and i have to grow from my old problems .

I can't be the same anymore who lived in melancholy and disaster life

just because of someone . Cos why ?

I just loved her so much . Loved .

Another thing is , i am not that type of person who don't care about new friends .

Be it either that or long time friend who has not be talking and get through me back .

And I was like , i am here trying to value the friendships and people just define friendships

in a wrong way . I mean why ? Just so selfish .

Eitherway , i don't like to be treated as if i'm their stereotype .

Be it friends or anything .

Prelims is just in a month time .

I still have countless of doubts in Maths .

Don't talk about chemistry .

Sucker -.-