17 and I love to explore everything. Being young always tho Im getting older, that's so me. I love Beyonce and i'm crazy about her. Quotes, girls, singing - my obsessions. Tho i'm rebellious, i still have my own goals. I dream alot. &in reality, i never give up to catch my dreams. This is the blog which i'm going to jot down my feelings and thoughts.

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I have tuition later on. I was supposed to do art today.

The whole day. But i don't feel like it. Something is bothering me , but i am not sure

what it is. Hence i feel uneasy, since just now.

Have you ever in that situation? Sigh.

My mother is another one. She kept scaring me about work.

Which made my heart feel more heavier to go to work .

It's my first work , can you like fucking give me the support?

Money wise. She complained to me about money.

But when everytime she got money, she bought clothes la , bags etc.

I don't even buy my own stuffs just to give her money.

And she bought for me extra food la ape .

Then make me feel at guilt. Every month she will top up my ez cosession.

She gave me the money then she complained. Okay fine i gave half of it to her back.

And just top it 10 bucks despite me working next week. But i didn't know what's her fucking

problem to even make me feel guilt afterwhich.

I even did not take my pocket money for tomorrow. I let her use for her

lunch tomorrow. Just what's her fucking problem now?

I tried so hard not to let it affect my work.

But i just feel really agitated right now.